Broken

She's broken, doesnt know what it feels like to be whole. He never loved her so she searched for someone else to fill that hole.

Older men, how she longed for some kind of affection but the affection they gave her never came with good intentions.

She's broken, just trying to find a way to feel whole. She just doesnt understand why she can't let this go.

One after one they were all just the same,. Touched her and left her, It was all just a game. Still she looked and hoped for more. Someone to fill the emptiness, she just didn't want to hurt anymore.

Their bodies against her, the warmth she longed for. Whole for just a second, til' they walked out the door. Then came more tears and the feelings of being nasty and shame. What was wrong with her? Why did they all walk away?

All she wanted was a father, someone to tell her it's okay. What did she do to make him go away? Why couldnt he love her? Wasn't she enough to make him stay? These questions she thought of everyday.

She's broken, doesnt know what it even means to be whole for everytime another one leaves she loses another piece of her soul.

She's broken, determined to feel whole. She swallowes in hope that soon she will know. The pills kick in as she drawls her last breath, she whispers ''I found him.'' That was all and now theres nothing left.

So many men, until there was just nothing left. No one would want her, she's just a big mess.

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